You know you always hear about those life changing experiences. Life can change in an instant. People have car wrecks and get serious injuries, people in your life die, break ups, divorces, sicknesses, depression, loneliness and all the little things that happen in between.... While nothing horrible has truly happened I sometime feel like my life has honestly been like a life long of Murphy's law.
"Anything that can go wrong, will go wrong."
I can't seem to beat it. I write and think of how stupid i am. I am so consumed with my own issues. These small incidents that happen to me that hav emade up of my life. I mean maybe i should like the challenge of it. Always waiting for the next issue I will have to over come.
The last 4 months have been a truly eye opening experience for me. Do things happen for a reason? Can good things come out of bad? Will i ever feel that truly happy place again or will i always be wanting to go back to change the past.
Thinking about other laws. What about Newtons 3rd law....
"To every action there is an equal and opposite reaction."
Does this apply to life instances as well? Does me typing this out have an affect on me somehow in my life down the road? What will that "opposite reaction" be? I know i am my own hardest critic. I don't want my actions to be the reason i fail at my biggest goals in life. You know when things go differently then you plan you often turn to your spiritual side. God doesn't want us to necessarily be happy, God wants us to be holy.... Do we suffer our own consequences? Why do some people seem to just slide by in life, while others get caught with just the thought... Is fate really at play?I know you cant change reality. There is no use having regrets because you cant change things. And maybe i am okay with things as long as i know everything will be okay.
